I struggle to forgive..
During the day, different people arrive in my head,and I struggle to forgive them.
The Psychiatrists who let me down,
the Nurses who scolded.
I see all the people who mocked me for having a mental illness.
It is so difficult to forgive.
One of the things that I do is to arrange blue flowers, as they symbolise forgiveness to me.
I try to forget what has been done, and not dwell on it.
I try not to become angry or bitter.
I try to let it go.