I struggle with forgiveness. One reason is:
it has been part of my life’s journey to see humanity as it is.
Time and again, people have dropped the facade, have revealed to me who they really are.
I do not know why.
Perhaps, they cannot help it.
Or, they will keep the facade for others, but not for me.
Forgiveness seems to require a kind of naievity or a certain blindness that I no longer have.