I have a difficulty along with the usual Depression, and that is I suffer from spasms.
I have had this difficulty for years. It began when I was fifteen.
To my knowledge, this did not happen once before I was put on heavy medication.
I surmise the problem was caused by the tablets. I took these for six months. They did not help, only drugged me.
When a new doctor took me off the tablets, I had many spasms during each day.
The nurses would scold me, and I felt helpless.
I crossed my fingers and hoped it would stop.
But months passed before the side effects settled, and I began to recover from the medication.
I recovered enough to avoid censure, but the spasms continued . I would experience this in private, and tried to control it in public.
This has continued for years.
The consequences can be serious, as if a spasm occurs in public, then the people I know refuse to speak to me ever again.
I have tried everything, including Yoga and soft music to try to achieve an answer.
I read stories on the Internet by people who had taken heavy medication, and they are also afflicted with these spasms.
They also made videos, and as they talked I felt reassured that I am not the only one.
I did feel less alone, but I really want a solution.