When I look back at my life, I see things that I would like to change.
I wish I had pushed for higher grades at school.
I experienced my first breakdown partly because I had insisted on getting A grades.
When I went back to school, I was concerned that I might become ill.
So I tended to aim for passing my subjects.
But when I look back I realise that I could have got higher grades, or even more subjects.
I had tried to be careful and cautious. However, when I look back, I realise that perhaps I could have gained more subjects and higher grades.