Christmas, I have had a lot of Recovery work to do. I have had to accept so many aspects of my life will not recover. There are certain areas which will never be fully healed.
For example, the social aspect,..I will never make new friends to replace those I have lost. I will never be seen in the local area as anything other than someone who had a breakdown. I have to accept this, and stop hoping that it will change.
When I first began the journey into healing, I told myself that I would heal my life.
That was my great hope.
But I feel that healing does not work that way. There will always be scars, wounds which may never heal.
This makes me sad, but I should not give up.
I want to keep going, as I may find healing eventually.